Creativity

Starting an evening course. Glass fusing. Mum went on a course four nights and wanted to continue... and as always when it comes to my family the rest of us gets inspired and want to do the same.

I guess I'm quite proud to say that we are a very creative family from time to time. As long as I can remember my mum has been creative in one way or another, of course this moves on to us children when we are young and want to learn. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel at times like I'm a copy cat, because I get inspired by what my mum is doing and want to do the same. But hey she brought it on her self... right?

So this term my mum arranged for me to join the group and tuesday is my first session. Everyone else has done it before, so I will be the outcast. Mum will have to help me a bit.

This might sound really corny, but now when I think of it every single family I play in the sims are very creative. I just think it's a really important thing. I grew up with colouring books, painting and drawing. I've tried and done a lot of sewing, knitting, writing, playing instruments, singing, and other kind of handy work ever since day care. However at this point apart from this course, I'm really not doing anything right now. When I'm not working I have plenty of other things to do than being creative (I'm plain lazy).

Blogging is creative isn't it? Haha!

Ultimate Dream

Been up since 2.30 now and snoozed a half hour or so before. Surprisingly I'm not deadly tired now

I just dropped in before going to bed to say that to be confused is shit, absolutely fucking shit.
My mind is turned upside down by all the crazy and irrational thoughts I have mixed with all possible wants and needs and dreams. Choices, decisions and making moves are all hard to do when you can't control one single thought. All my doubts, fears and indecisivness leads to a deep rooted depression that I mostly hide and do nothing about. Mostly to hide, to myself, the path I must go to reach my dream.

I wanna be a high eduacted sucessful woman, mother and wife, and live the perfect life. Absolutely ultimate dream

Hey nobody said anything about surreal dreams.

Decoration and meeting

Went in on my free day to work to attend a mgr meeting. Otherwise I was just decorating my blogs and trying to fix the one I had troubles with. I think I kinda fixed but it's still playing up. I really want to learn how to design my own layouts. Hmm might go to the library one day to pick up XML for dummies or whatever I can find on the topic that's comprehensible.

I should really walk the dog now and then get to bed as I'm starting work tomorrow at 4 am. I'll deal with the monster template tomorrow. Grr.

Fresh

I've been wanting to change my layout for days now. It makes it so much funnier to post. But ever since blogger shanged over to the new blogger it's been hard to find layouts that fit even though you don't want revert to the classic blogger layout. I learned today that these two types are two different codes.

I searched www.createblog.com and found a beautiful layout that fit, the only one. So I put it on my other blog: www.bautabea.blogspot.com . From that site I learned that I was supposed to look for widget layout if I refuse to revert. So I googled it and found this beautiful butterfly layout on www.bloggerbuster.com . Now I only need to change my third blog, but somehow there was problems changing that layout.

Miscellaneous

Just had a shower and my body is now filled with tons of loose hairs. I hate that I loose hair so easily. But the thing is that my hair never gets thinner. Everytime I brush my hair and can pick up millions of hairs. In periods it's more or less but generally it's alot, but I'm not getting bald pheew.

I've got exactly 23 minutes to dress, walk the dog and clean up the cleaning stuff I used to clean my room with, before I need to bike to the train station. This time I think I'm actually going to make it.

Laundry and Sims 2

Got up late. I fell asleep yesterday watching tv, quite early actually. Slept until noon. Snoozed through my alarm but in the end I must have turned it off. Anyway... I got up ate breakfast and started to play sims 2.

... and that's basically what I've been up to today. I also did the laudry between 16 and 21 and in the meantime I played sims of course.

MOC

There's nothing like a day off, but a weekend off is even better. Yesterday I spent the day doing absolutely nothing at all, and today I was planning to get an early start with the weekly cleaning. So here I am writing a blog post when really I should get going with my room, as it looks like WW2, and it's my turn to do the rest of the upper floor.

I'm working tomorrow, I have an am shift instead of a unit shift. This makes me nervouse because I passed the BSM test, but I am missing a verifying MOC from a consulent, now they can come whenever I have a shift. Yiekes!

Now I really should get going on my room.

The classic smell of Ldb

Here I am years later... or it feel like years ago I last posted a blog entry. tecnically it is a year later. I had a nice and cosy christmas and new year, thank you very much.

Don't you just love the classic smell of Ldb, I do. I accidently washed my hair today with Ldb shower milk so my hair smells lovely at the moment. Ah!

On another note, I want to go back to GC now, as always when I leave it I get depressed and wanna go back as soon as possible. Just spent a week there with my mum right before christmas, the weather was pretty cold from what we are used to and it was even worse because we got bad weather from the main land. I guess the fact that both of us were sick didn't make us much warmer. Haha. Just nuce to get away though.