I can't sleep. Over the last few days I have been very nostalgic, but also suffered from small temporary panic attacks.

By using a quote from Scrubs, I will try to explain what I feel:

"I feel like I'm on this emotional roller coaster"

Most papers has been writing different chronicles on the passing decade. everything from mayor events, accidents, traumas to worst music.

Tomorrow, or really when I wake up in a couple of hours I will try to compose my own kind of chronicle or summary if you will before I go to work hopefully.

30th of December

Gosh there is so many new movies I want to see, either recently released in theathers or soon to come.

• The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus
• Avatar
• Did you hear about the Morgans?
• Old dogs
• Up in the air
• New Moon

And many more movies I want to see. I feel like a having a hard core movienight, Crawl up in a sofa or a bed under a blanket and just watch movie after movie til one get sick of it.

27th of December

Hey I can see patches of my floor =)

26th of December

This is absolute luxury, having a laptop. You are able to do absolutely anything at the same time. I kind of felt a bit left out as mum, dad and Alexandra got laptops. They could still be social whilst doing other things, and it's so flexible. Yesterday I bought ine of my own, so now I have two computers, and I currently sit in my bed writing this post and are watching silent library at the same time.

24th of December

Merry Christmas and I hope you all will have a wonderful time. I have work to attend to.

18th December

I love my sister

16th December

It's been snowing all day. Or well up until now. I'm on my way home from town, I've been to the hair dresser. My bangs were way to long. I also manage to get the last gifts

14th of December

So the Lucia movie night was a great sucess I think. We had a nice dinner together, played a lot of Wii and then headed over to the movie theatre. I am fairly pleased about the movies.
They showed Up in the air with George Clooney, Old dogs with Robin Williams and John Travolta and Snabba Cash a swedish gangster kind of movie.

Real christmas spirit

Traditionally we make christmas candy when we're getting closer to christmas. Spotify plays known christmas carols foreign and swedish alike.
My satisfactory level is high

13th December

Just came home from the cinema and lucia movie night. I'm exhausted, good night!

10th of December

Today is not a good day. Everything is against me, and I'm not really on top of things. I've tried to do stuff all day so that I keep my mind off things. Anyway I'm off to work again in a bit. I was there earlier because we were supposed to have a training session. Well hah that got cancelled of course.

It's thursday nightshift, how many people will come? It just sucks because I have to go to work again at 19 tomorrow, so I hope that we are done closing at 7 tomorrow morning

4th of December

I've had a nice day so far, I got out of bed late, mm my favourite. Talked to my parents and had an inner reminiscing session. Christmas times just make me so nostalgic It's insane

3rd of December

I can't really grasp that it's already December

2nd of December

Hopefully the weather is a bit warmer today. However i will take precautions, now when I will bike to the train station for yet another AM shift, I've kind of started to like them. Off I go!

1st of december - Winter wonders

Well december is here so the weather all of a sudden decides to act really wintry. This morning when I biked to the train station it was cold, yes. but it was bearable. You could bike without gloves in case you forgot them. But when I got home, omg it was really freezing. I normally put on my gloves while biking. Huge mistake! My fingers were stone cold.

Manic monday

That song fits so well with my life today.I feel like I have a thousand things to do, very limited time and no real gusto to do them. I was home late due to the train being delayed... again. Seriously when DSB First took over in the beginning of the year everything was going to be soo much better. My ass it's better. I'd say it's worse. The trains are delayed ever so often, but in one way it's better, they rarely cancel the train after copenhagen central station. They did that a lot before.

Anyway back to buisness. I'm getting ready to be off to the libraries (2) and return some books, might pop in to get my bowl from the course. Then I need to be at work by 14, having a meeting with the party committee about our christmas party. Then I might as well stay there since we have a manager meeting at 17. If I'm lucky I should be able to pass by the movie theatre in decent time to pick up the Lucia Movie Night tickets I reserved this morning.

Yeah that's right due to the reservation I got about three or four hours of sleep. That's why I should be lucky to be home in decent time so I can go to bed early.

1st of advent

Sunday - 1st of advent. I long for christmas

Weekend work

So I'm off to work yet again. I hope I'll have something to do today, as I probably have nothing tomorrow, when the stores are closed. Or maybe not, but I think that they start having the stores open on sundays in december. Anyway I'm "off" monday but I have two work related meetings, or really work related and christmas party related. =)

Christmas spirit

Ingen

Good Night

I'm off to bed. Start working early tomorrow. I had no luck finding that scrubs season btw. Nighty night

Dinner break

My tummy is full, the dog is walked and my room is looking better and better. I really should get going. It feels like I have plenty of things to do before I try to get to bed early. I start working 5 am tomorrow, but it's the delivery shift. I absolutely love them! I get home early.

Well enough talking. Room! here I come!

Ready set go

My arm muscles are aching after my "workout" yesterday. I was playing Wii Fit, and tried the new Wii Fit plus that my sister purchased recently. I got stuck in this rythm boxing game and a kung fu game. Oddly enough the pain feels good. Anyway today I'm going to tidy up on my room, and hopefully find the 6th season of scrubs.

Well off I go! Chop chop!

Songs

Now i'm going to bed and fall asleep either to twilight or the 6th season of scrubs. Just came in quickly to say that I'm loving the soundtrack to New Moon, especially two songs.

My absolute favourite is Rosyln by Bon Iver& St. Vincent, and the second favorite is Possibility by Lykke Li

Wondering

So here I am yet again. I write my post at the same time as I do my farm work on Farmville facebook. I sit here wondering if I'm going to get any of my work done today. Probably not. Oh well I have tomorrow too

Fika

I wonder what today has in store for me. Yesterday I finished of season 5 of scrubs, so I'll guess I need to find season 6 in my mess. Also i should clean my room. Yes that's a deal. i'll tell you what, these last two days of free time I'm going to sort out my room for a bit. I guess I'll start with cleaning my room, and then proceed with my paper pile next to my desk. Yes definitely, it over a meter high.

But first I'm getting ready to go to Ikea for a fika with a friend. So I'm off to the shower now.

Movie day

So yesterday was a real movie day. It started in the movie theatre with the long awaited New Moon, not so much by me but by others.Well I only saw twilight a week or so ago and I haven't yet managed to read the book New Moon. Anyway it was awesome! It's the first time ever I've felt that I could easily pay for one more visit to see it. But I guess I won't, I'll just wait until it's released on DVD.

I was debating the other week on work with a girl whether or not Jacob Black is more loveable than Edward Cullen. She explained her obsession about Edward when she saw the first movie, but then she read the book while waiting for New Moon and got a whole new picture of Jacob. She said I would change my mind too when I read the book or saw the movie, but no! The only thing that changed is my dislike for Bella. I like her even less now.

Anyway the evening continued with Bride wars. An absolutely hilarious movie that I've wanted to see for ages with Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway. Afterwards I flickered through the channels on tv and there wsa two options. Either four weddings and a funeral or transformers. Oh I was torn, on the one hand I love four weddings and a funeral but I have seen it so many times, on the other hand I've only seen the sequel transformers and wanted to see the first but I'd missed like 20 minutes.

Lastly I chose transformers anyway, because the cars hadn't started to transform yet so i didn't miss any fun.

New Moon

On today's agenda there is a theatre visit. I'm heading in to town in an hour to watch New Moon. I'm soo excited. I hope it's going to be good, then later I might as well clean up a bit in my room. Off to get ready.

Ikea

I've noticed I've been absent these last few days. I've been working and when I had a day off wednesday I spent it with fika and a tour on new IKEA. Now I have one shift left then I have a loong weekend ahead of me. I work again on wednesday.

Bed time=)

The days accomplishment satisfy me. I planned and put up some goals and I sure achieved something. As I'm writing my last entry for today, I sip my cup of coffee and eat chocolate. When I'm finished I'm heading to bed after brushing my teeth. Let's hope this night stays dreamless, or at least more understandable.

Last night I had the most weird dream. It involved a lot of people that I know from different places, but somehow they knew eachother. All of them! People that have never, ever met and are very likely not to ever do so. There was some kind of accident happening and they just stood there. Everytime I told them to do something, so we could make the best out of it, they just snapped at me and already knew what to do. Or were already doing it.

All along I was playing the role of manager telling my "crew" what to do. Yet somehow everyone turned agaisnt me making me feel like I was doing a bad job, even though I was the only one having control and knew what to do. I guess this is badly explained, but it was really weird and somewhat scary.

I guess this dream reflected much on my recent experiences that the world is very small at some times. The fact that I've also bumped into or seen people from my past in the weirdest places I've thought possible may play a big part too.

Anyways it's bed time now.

Bath

I am currently tapping up a bath and I'm going to enjoy it with the book I'm reading. I finally finished the cleaning and have spent a few minutes on facebook. too bad one can't combine lighted candles and reading, at least not when it's me and I already need reading glasses. Hmm, well I'll save the candles for later, at least I'm enjoying my favourite scent, coconut&ricemilk

Next thing

Okay, I am going through my list slowly. Now the dog is satisfied and I will start on cleaning, with Green days new album playing on spotify. Hopefully it won't take long, i will tell you about my weird dreams afterwards. It's a long time since I had such weird dreams, or even since I last could remember my dreams at all.

Well time to go as internet has a fit anyway and the pages are "blinking", weird I say!

Walk the dog

Ok, so now I've eaten and I'm just going to pull on a pair of leggings, socks and of course shoes and my jacket and walk the dog.

Plans

So I ended up reading a bit and watching Ocean's eleven too. I should be able to watch Twilight some time this week. Yay! looking forward to it, Been waiting to see it since May. I'll see if I can find something to eat and then walk the dog.

My plans for later is to clean the second floor including my room, which is not so bad actually, watch a movie, read a few pages and take a nice long hot bath.
I still have plenty of things I should do in my room. The same list as I had a couple of weeks ago or maybe even months. I don't really remember when, because time goes so quickly right now.

Going to bed

I haven't watched any movies yet, today. My plans were changed and I ended up reading instead. Now I'm off to bed anyway. I might watch a movie until I fall asleep or just simply read until my mind's tired enough to drift off to sleep.

I should get up early enough to clean like I mentioned before, and I might even meet up with an old friend. Then of course I need to get in bed in a decent time as I'm having AM shift on monday. Well we'll see what happens

Weekend

I have the weekend off and it feel really nice. I really feel like a nice cosy movie weekend. Well we'll see what happens. At least I'm cleaning the second floor tomorrow as it's my turn, and I rather do that on sundays.

Jimmy Choo

Today is the day when H&M is releasing a Jimmy Choo collection. I think a lot of girls was anticipating this arrival. I browsed the collection on the website just a minute ago and found that very few items was left to purchase online

Unclear

Home again. I notice It's so much easier and funny to post entries now when I meet something pretty when I check my post on the main page. ahh, I'm crazy enough to have a crush on a book character. How sad! Well at least I'm sure not to get any unclear signals from him, hah!

Sleep-in

I love sleep-ins. Even though I might stay up late and the sleep-in is like a normal 6-8 hours sleep, I still love to sleep through half of the day. I woke up 12:30 today, nice! But now I have to dash off and get ready for work

Back home

I came home like an hour ago. I was lucky enough to be done before time so I could catch one train earlier, even more so when I found out the trains after were cancelled. Anyway now I'm going to be and tomorrow I'm running PM shift instead of starting at 12. Nice!

Work

Now I'm off to work. It's really bad weather outside, I don't really feel like going out, even less bike. However I am looking forward to this weekend when I have the weekend off. The only thing I really have to do before that is work pm today, 12-20 tomorrow and pm on friday. Next weekend I have the weekend off too plus monday and tuesday. Yay!

Films

I had a nice day off yesterday. I spent it mostly sleeping and watching TV/film, and of course on the glass fusing course. I watched this film in the evening, Just buried. i guess it was slightly parodical. It reminded me a bit of a swedish comedy called kopps and that brittish absurd movie Karl made me watch years ago. The film is about small town policemen murdering to make the police station have more work to do.

Anyway I'm off to a warm bath, with my love♥.

Google

I'm just going to google my name and then I think I am going for a nap.

Sleepy

I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel I'm lacking sleep. It might be because I tried to change my sleeping routine and turn the day back around after nightshifts, meaning I didn't sleep all sunday after saturday nightshift. Only so I could get in bed in normal time to be able to wake up for 5.30 to run am monday morning. Hah! I wasn't very lucky there, even though I was lacking sleep I only got about four hours of sleep.

This night I would say I got about 11 hours, but I'm still sleep deprived and have problems keeping my eyes open. It's times like these when I understand why people feel old. Ever since march Í've been craving between 10-12 hours of sleep to feel well rested. Not 5-6 like I used to. Pretty odd, I say! Oh I'm getting old, will be turning 22 soon.

New era - New Moon

Alright now it's done. I like it, though I miss my label cloud and it's brighter. But the pictures *sigh* me like =) ♥

My Love ♥

I've decided to go with Edward Cullen.♥

Sigh

I might honour my new obsession for Edward Cullen by sporting a new moon themed blog. Unlike other people I'm not really into Robert Pattinson, but more into Edward. Even before I even saw pictures. After reading only a couple of chapters from twilight I fell madly in love with him in a way. It's like I'm living in another world.

I've been longing to see the movie since, well may, we rented it but due to circumstances I never got to see it. So I borrowed twilight the book from a work colleague, and I was stuck in a fantasy world of insomnia. Now the book is read, but I have to wait to read New moon until I can borrow it. I'm hoping to watch Twilight soon and then go to the theater to watch New Moon

Showering

I've got to run off for a quick shower before I fall asleep. I will ponder what kind of template I want, but I can choose two=). I'll be right back again.

Photos

All this browsing makes me think about maybe creating a photoblog. There are some really nice templates for that. hmm I wonder how it works.

Hunting perfection

I'm looking for new templates for my blogs. For a couple of weeks ago I found a site with really beautiful blogger templates, I'm browsing it right now searching for the perfect one=). But I am a little hesitant of changing the template, I do like this red and black one with butterflies. I guess if I find the perfect one I wouldn't have any doubt of changing.

I can always save the code for the old one. Wish me luck hunting!

Crazy weekend

I hate nightshifts, period.

Nightshift One

Yet again I'm soon off to work, I'm a little happy though, because Anna is going to make my night so much more fun,. Knowing that last weekend was a big weekend, I'm hoping that we won't get too busy.

Work

I'm sitting at work right now, eating baby carrots. From now on it's five days of work in a row, it's managable only because it's long time since I did this and because the shifts aren't too long. The prospect of having four days off in a row in two or three weeks times tends to cheer me up a bit too.

Sundays are usually really quiet here in denmark, but today however, is the 1st of November and the stores in town are open. Always first sunday in the months, otherwise they are closed, hence the quiet sundays. So I'll have maybe 2-3 hours with a crowded restaurant then a calm and quiet night, unless there is some kind of concert. But surely there are not conserts on sundays, are there?

The question is why?

Why acknowledge? Why breathe? Why count? Why dread? Why expose? Why feel? Why grieve? Why heal? Why interest? Why judge? Why know? Why lead? Why murder? Why neglect? Why obscure? Why press? Why question? Why regain? Why sleep? Why try? Why understand? Why violate? Why wish? Why x? Why yearn? Why zip?

Fun

Me and my sister did indeed had fun the other day.

Makeover

In just about 4 minutes time I'm going to serve my dish at Cafe world, which I'm playing on facebook, get a new one started and play a bit of Sims 3. It's been a while since I did this.

Later I feel like playing around so I was going to ask my little sister if she maybe want to dress up and pose for the camera. A girly girly evening with makeup, hair, clothes and shoes. Sounds like fun!

An idea

I've thought a great deal about my shoes, and clothes for that matter. I remember some time ago when my mum was fed up with me having so many clothes in my closet that I didn't use. She made me clean out and then she put an ultimatum. I was supposed to wear every piece of clothing once before I was allowed to use something else, so as to go through my wide variety of clothes.

My thoughts involving shoes has been something like these ideas. I might try to use everysingle pair of shoes I have once before use them again. But I just need to work out a small problem, what about my high heels?

Well I'll mull it over for a while and get back to it later. Now I'm off choosing shoes, I'm going to work

Right-o back on track, focus

Shoes - I want to talk about my shoes now. The other day I actually cleaned out my closet, looking for things to throw away. However I didn't find much worthy of throwing away. Right now I don't know what to do because I need space for my shoes, they are crammed at the bottom of my closet at the moment.

See I even had to put two pairs among my other clothes. I counted them and I have 35 pairs right now.

Movies

Why do I always ending up going somewhere when they show a good movie on TV. Two weekends in a row I have had the misfortune to work nightshift. Last weekend they showed Good Luck Chuck on TV1000 family, and this weekend they showed The Wedding crashers. This bugs me particularily because I wan't nothing rather than to curl up in a cosy sofa, munch candy and watch movies. Plenty of movies

Elaboration

There's no light in my body. I'm just tagging along

No strength

To me it feels like I'm sleep walking upon this earth.

NO!

It's incredible how desperate some guys can be. It's not to brag or anything, because I know I'm not the total hottie, but I just find it extremely irritating and actually a bit offending that guys come to me and try to get their satisfaction. Especially when it's so obvious that to them I'm just one they have in mind, who they think is as desperate as themselves or stupid enough to do it.

NO THANK YOU!

I had an episode at work recently where a coworker pointed out that he accidentally saw my thong and that it was extremely sexy, now the very same guy has started sending dirty texts. Please do understand that I'm just a old fashioned girl who still believes in true love and is the ultimate romantic dreamer. I want the whole crap with a nice house, husband and babies and I want it now.

I guess my last patience and faith in guys expired when two of my ex's "friends" tried to charm me, when my ex and me just broke up. One of them was just really sweet to me and even to my parents, showing off perfect boyfriend material. Lastly that just died out because I refused to see him, discretely of course. The second one has, between the lines, tried to seduce me and tried to get me in bed. Fuck friends ..... - Hah my ass!
This last guy has tried twice now and last time was today. Come on.... a no is a NO!

I know I'm not a looker but I do deserve a nice guy, a decent guy and a family of my own.

Vacation

I've been away for a week staying at a hotel in denmark. Only to attend a job course, but it felt like a small vacation. A fun week with lots of laughter and many a-ha experiences. It felt luxurious. Most of us stayed at the SAS radisson hotel just across the street from the head office. My roomie was a fun and down to earth kind of person and we had some fun together with most people from the course. went out eating together almost every night and drinking a few too.

Can't really say that it was hilarious to be on lectures all day but still we had a lot of competitions and such so it was bearable. I learned a great deal, which I'm going to try to apply to the restaurant, but we'll see what happens with it. At least I have a diploma now that proves that I've completed the BSM course and left is only my action plans and the verification MOC from the consulents from the head office, before I'm a real Shift Manager. Next step will be ASM, if there's any plans for me... who knows?

To be completely honest I rather go back to BSM tomorrow than going back to work. But hey that's life. So it starts again 15.15 tomorrow.

Oh fantastic day

It's fantastic how much music can change someones mood. I brought out my ipod the other day and when arriving to work almost everyone asked me why I was so happy. I'm just bored of my music though. I sneaked out to our car and borrowed a cd I think belong to my sister to put one song on my ipod. I had no idea at first what the song was called but now I know. I also found a song my ex-boyfriend loved and he so kindly put it on my pc. It has no name but I can maybe guess the name.

So playing now on repeat on my ipod: 2 songs

• Living on video - Pakito
• Rock the block - Dj Sacha (I'm just guessing)

Now I'm going to get ready for work and boost my mood with music nice summery clothes and some make-up and of course a nice bike ride to the train station in the sun. trying to be positive about working today =S

Music here I come

After a long pause I bring out my ipod again from the drawer I left it in when I moved back home. Not that I used it much either when I moved, but anyway I'm charging it up now and is looking forward to use it on the train on my way to work.

It's really weird though, because music has always been a huge part of my life, always. When I'm happy I enjoy the music listen to the text and get nostalgic playing old songs. Music to me has always been related to memories in my life, and there's not one tune that doesn't give me a feeling of something or a picture in my head. When I'm sad or depressed music has been there to guide me through, my shoulder to cry on. It's sometimes a mean of releasing anger, lifting my spirits or just making me feel even more depressed.

But somehow it has always helped me through things. However for a quite long period I haven't felt like listening to music, not like I normally do. When summers near I always listen to reggae. I tried a couple of weeks ago but got bored. For a couple of days I have felt this huge urge to listen to Nightwish, Good Charlotte, Green Day and Linkin Park. So here I am charging my ipod, because I'm going to get healed again, or well taken care of. Best possible way.

HAPPY!

After many days of nervous waiting I have finally won the battle of my vacation. I'm so happy happy. 3 weeks of doing absolutely nothing here I come.

The day today has been spent doing nothing. I looked after my villages on the browser game called Travian. I'm not really patient when I play it so I always go for the speed server and I always register on all countries home pages, of the laguages I can master. I know 'bit geeky, but what the hell.

Now I' ready for a fika in town, just waiting for my friend to be ready. Thinking about playing a bit of Sims 3 but I think I just have the time to start it up and then I have to go. Well i'm going to play today at least.

Baby sister

Lately I've been thinking much about the safety of internet and the innocence in yound teenagers. Had a talk with my mum the other day about just this. It so happens that my baby sister, who's soon twelve, has changed all her passwords to different webpages and accounts that she has. Even though she was strictly forbidden by my parents, due to her safety. When I started with msn and the popular swedish teenager community Lunarstorm I had the same restrictions. My mum was to know my password and if she thought something was fishy she would sign in and look through it. Not to invade my privacy, just to protect me from the hidden dangers with these accounts.

Only a few times did she sign in just to check up on something strange and it so happens that I was innocent enough to believe that an older man just wanted to talk to me, for fun. Now, being older and wiser I see the dangers and are just as protective of my baby sister as my parents are. It's so easy to claim that you are something you are not.

I've heard about people who say they are teenagers, who act like a teenager and gain youngsters trust. Their goal? Maybe to lure them to meet up somewhere. Oh we're such good friends it would be fun to meet. Maybe get them to complete turn themselves inside and out and tell the other unknown person their life story. I'm the only one who truly listen to you... I'm sure that is a comfort to a young confused teenager stuck between two world's.

I know she has to go through all those stuff I had to learn through my teenage years, but protective as I am I wish I could shield her and wrap her up in a duvet cover and hide her from the rest of the world... forever. Sometimes I ask my mum if it's not hard for her seing her babies grow up, because I find it extremely hard at times. But she just says no, I guess that she's used to it with to older children. She's stuck in a limbo between feeling sad that her youngest kids are growing up and being glad that they are becoming independent adults.

Me... I just can't let it go. I mean come on I can still remember how small and fragile they were when they got home from the hospital, and now my baby sister is just a few cm shorter than me =(

Nikitha I want you to know that I love you with all of my heart, even though I suck at showing it.

Procrastination

I do hate when my room is untidy, but to actually tidy it up... no I think I rather write a blog post. How can it be so hard to clean a small room. It probably wouldn't take more than half an hour or tops 45 minutes, but it is so damn hard to get started and keep the pace up. My sweet boyfriend started off with picking up some things from the floor, and folding my clothes neatly on the bed. What's left is just really some small stuff on the floor and to hover and mop the floor.

I better get to it.

Sick

I have the last couple of days suffered from a really bad cold, which has now subsided in a bad ass cough. I really do hate to be sick. However I'm going to go to work tomorrow despite that I don't feel well enough, but it's only 8 hours and most of them spent outside, which could be kind of good.

Tired

I am deadly tired today. I had close shift yesterday and got home about 2.30

I need to loose weight

I was browsing the internet reading blogs, and other stuff and finally I landed on facebook where I went through some of my pictures. It made me think of the three things I miss the most in my life right now. Gran Canaria, School and my former shape.

When I am on Gran Canaria I am home. It's such a relief to walk out of that plane and meet the suffocating but yet so wonderful warmth that comes from the plane and also the island itself. Every step I take there I feel safe and warm inside. I get to meet all the familiar people, who actually recongnises me. I mean ME! I normally don't stand out, but I've been there sooo many times that when they see me in the supermarket their smiles becomes even broader than the service-minded smiles they normally wear. A genuine smile for me and my family.


I walk down to the little shopping center, down the very steep hill, through the playground and the park and over the sidewalk by McDonald's. I know every little shop and restaurant and hidden bazaars by heart. When it comes to going home I get really depressed, and I mean really depressed not exaggerating at all. I cry when the bus leaves the hotel. Tears are running down my cheeks when the plane leaves the ground. Once home I just want to go to bed and sleep until the next precious trip. I can't wait for the next trip. Martin is joining us for a week, and we get to meet up with Bertie, Shelley, Lewis and Becki again!

I'm not saying that work is a pain in the ass but it's not mighty fun exactly. except for pay day, which btw is very soon, thank God. But I do really miss my school. The IB was a hell compared to any other education I can imagine. But if I got the chance I would gladly do it again, just for all the fun parts.

Yuck!

Tiresome weekend behind me now, and here I am again supposed to clean up again but using the sweet skill so very well known ever since the IB. Procrastination! Yay!

I really hate cleaning. I do hate having it untidy but to clean it away... no no!

Good girl =)

Cleaning is done and complete. Finally.

Today's P.O.D

Today's P.O.D must be the most beautiful picture I've ever taken on a person before. I really felt like a photographer. Relax your lips, put your eyefocus to the sky. Yeah like that, just like you're day dreaming. My eleven year old sister gladly posed for me on the bridge in a small little park on the way to the grocery store the other day.

Ten times worse

Here I am trying to squeeze in a bit of quick cleaning before I have to go to work.. At the same time I'm trying to get ready for work. This is going to take forever like this.

I'm in for a loong day of work. Not that my work day is long, just that since I don't feel like working everything is ten times worse. Well should really try to have my room done by the time I leave. What a dream haha!

Oh yea here's todays P.O.D:

This picture is taken not far from my home

A mess

Need to start cleaning my room now. As it looks like a mess and I'm supposed to be done with it by today.

This is what it looks like at the moment, and this is a mild case.

P.O.D

I just came up with a great idea. I'm going to use an old nostalgic concept for a new fun thing for my blog.

Behold The P.O.D

Problem Of the Day

Instead of my old teacher Carol's beloved problem of the day I am going to use it for my Picture Of the Day.

Here's todays picture:

My mum took this picture last christmas when the family was in Tivoli in denmark to view their beautiful christmas arrangements.

Statistics

I've done it on the other two, so I might as well do it here too. The Life of Josefina landed on spot 14083. Wohoo! Total unique visitors: 1039, and visits sofar this week: 6.

Well off to bed now. Need to get some beauty sleep before I get bombarded with love letters and gifts..... Yeah right!

Oh sweet shopping

With valentines approaching with it's commercially consumption of hearty presents and chocolate I feel a little depressed that I just broke up with my boyfriend, but yet relieved because now I don't have the pressure to plan something great to please someone. Instead I spent money on buying some small gifts for my family and two valentine's gifts for myself.

However my sister and I planned to our mum out eating and going to the cinema Saturday evening. The two recently single sisters and their happily married mum on a girls night out. As my sister so wisely said when my little sister wanted to tag along, we haven't done something like this in a long time.

I got this for myself. Butterflies, hearts and pink, could it be more me? (of course it could've been purple)

Shopaholic =(

Pay day yesterday and as always a huge part of my pay is already gone. Most of it to good things like bills, monthly train card and holiday saving, But also a great deal on pre-ordered clothes. I'm not proud to say that I spent 3300 kronors on pre-ordered clothes yesterday.

Creativity

Starting an evening course. Glass fusing. Mum went on a course four nights and wanted to continue... and as always when it comes to my family the rest of us gets inspired and want to do the same.

I guess I'm quite proud to say that we are a very creative family from time to time. As long as I can remember my mum has been creative in one way or another, of course this moves on to us children when we are young and want to learn. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel at times like I'm a copy cat, because I get inspired by what my mum is doing and want to do the same. But hey she brought it on her self... right?

So this term my mum arranged for me to join the group and tuesday is my first session. Everyone else has done it before, so I will be the outcast. Mum will have to help me a bit.

This might sound really corny, but now when I think of it every single family I play in the sims are very creative. I just think it's a really important thing. I grew up with colouring books, painting and drawing. I've tried and done a lot of sewing, knitting, writing, playing instruments, singing, and other kind of handy work ever since day care. However at this point apart from this course, I'm really not doing anything right now. When I'm not working I have plenty of other things to do than being creative (I'm plain lazy).

Blogging is creative isn't it? Haha!

Ultimate Dream

Been up since 2.30 now and snoozed a half hour or so before. Surprisingly I'm not deadly tired now

I just dropped in before going to bed to say that to be confused is shit, absolutely fucking shit.
My mind is turned upside down by all the crazy and irrational thoughts I have mixed with all possible wants and needs and dreams. Choices, decisions and making moves are all hard to do when you can't control one single thought. All my doubts, fears and indecisivness leads to a deep rooted depression that I mostly hide and do nothing about. Mostly to hide, to myself, the path I must go to reach my dream.

I wanna be a high eduacted sucessful woman, mother and wife, and live the perfect life. Absolutely ultimate dream

Hey nobody said anything about surreal dreams.

Decoration and meeting

Went in on my free day to work to attend a mgr meeting. Otherwise I was just decorating my blogs and trying to fix the one I had troubles with. I think I kinda fixed but it's still playing up. I really want to learn how to design my own layouts. Hmm might go to the library one day to pick up XML for dummies or whatever I can find on the topic that's comprehensible.

I should really walk the dog now and then get to bed as I'm starting work tomorrow at 4 am. I'll deal with the monster template tomorrow. Grr.

Fresh

I've been wanting to change my layout for days now. It makes it so much funnier to post. But ever since blogger shanged over to the new blogger it's been hard to find layouts that fit even though you don't want revert to the classic blogger layout. I learned today that these two types are two different codes.

I searched www.createblog.com and found a beautiful layout that fit, the only one. So I put it on my other blog: www.bautabea.blogspot.com . From that site I learned that I was supposed to look for widget layout if I refuse to revert. So I googled it and found this beautiful butterfly layout on www.bloggerbuster.com . Now I only need to change my third blog, but somehow there was problems changing that layout.

Miscellaneous

Just had a shower and my body is now filled with tons of loose hairs. I hate that I loose hair so easily. But the thing is that my hair never gets thinner. Everytime I brush my hair and can pick up millions of hairs. In periods it's more or less but generally it's alot, but I'm not getting bald pheew.

I've got exactly 23 minutes to dress, walk the dog and clean up the cleaning stuff I used to clean my room with, before I need to bike to the train station. This time I think I'm actually going to make it.

Laundry and Sims 2

Got up late. I fell asleep yesterday watching tv, quite early actually. Slept until noon. Snoozed through my alarm but in the end I must have turned it off. Anyway... I got up ate breakfast and started to play sims 2.

... and that's basically what I've been up to today. I also did the laudry between 16 and 21 and in the meantime I played sims of course.

MOC

There's nothing like a day off, but a weekend off is even better. Yesterday I spent the day doing absolutely nothing at all, and today I was planning to get an early start with the weekly cleaning. So here I am writing a blog post when really I should get going with my room, as it looks like WW2, and it's my turn to do the rest of the upper floor.

I'm working tomorrow, I have an am shift instead of a unit shift. This makes me nervouse because I passed the BSM test, but I am missing a verifying MOC from a consulent, now they can come whenever I have a shift. Yiekes!

Now I really should get going on my room.

The classic smell of Ldb

Here I am years later... or it feel like years ago I last posted a blog entry. tecnically it is a year later. I had a nice and cosy christmas and new year, thank you very much.

Don't you just love the classic smell of Ldb, I do. I accidently washed my hair today with Ldb shower milk so my hair smells lovely at the moment. Ah!

On another note, I want to go back to GC now, as always when I leave it I get depressed and wanna go back as soon as possible. Just spent a week there with my mum right before christmas, the weather was pretty cold from what we are used to and it was even worse because we got bad weather from the main land. I guess the fact that both of us were sick didn't make us much warmer. Haha. Just nuce to get away though.