My heart is thumping fast, I'm angry beyond anything I've felt for a very long time. This caused by lack of support. He promised he would be there for me and help me through hard times. But obviously I'm not getting the support I need. The only thing I really needed him to do was to talk to me. I can understand that the week has been hard for him with hard work and lots of over-time and on top of all social network such as training, friends and family.
I guess I'm just angry right now because for the last week there's only been brief talks mainly about what happened during the day, nothing else. Right now I'm in a very needy period. It's doing my head in, to use one of his precious expressions. I guess my anger will fade as soon as I'm fresh and slept enough hours, as I've only slept 1 1/2 hours today, and I'm about to start another nightshift plus paper round.
I will be sleeping like a rock when i get home around 12-13 tomorrow. I'll give myself a couple of hours wake up stay awake for a few hours and then a normal night. Yay
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