Need help

Anyone who know why my å ä and ö's doesn't work. Or is it only on my PC they're not working.

Frustrating!

Christmas time!

Finally I can sleep longer in the mornings and possibly catch up with myself. Lack of sleep in combination with a really bad cold and a stressful pace in school has made me look hollow. I have grown really worried for my personal health lately. Hopefully it clears up now on my Christmas break. The last one before things get serious. *Sigh* Depressing...

So what am I gonna do on my break then?

1. Sleep
2. Produce a second (really a first - new topic) ToK draft
3. Produce a first full Extended draft
4. Do a hell of a lot of lab reports:
5. 4 Biology reports
6. 1 Physics report
7. 1/2 Chemistry report
8. Polish my personal statement
9. Sort my papers
10. Complete my science portfolios (meaning finding all the reports and organising them)
11. Read 30 pages in Doktor Glas by Hjalmar Söderberg
12. Find ideas and plan a speech for english lesson
13. Start revising:
14. Physics
15. Chemistry
16. Biology
17. Play playstation (been longing for that)
18. Solve sodoku's (that too)
19. Gameboy (I know, I know)
20. Read, read, read (I'm in love with Eddings)
21. Perform at New Years
22. Spend a little more than a week with Karl.
23. Turn 19!!!

Oh my God! Was that all? 13 out of 26 points are related to school. I thought it was way more to do. Hmm, strange. My plans for this break was to start doing these things (the schoolwork) on my list ASAP, i.e. already starting yesterday. But my mum convinced me that I deserved at least one day completely off. So I did nothing yesterday. I felt extremely guilty and almost went crazy fort doing nothing. Imagine how it will be in June!

As an IB2 student I come home from school, turn on the PC, doing school work, eat, walk the dog once, continue to work, taking a shower, head off to bed and fall asleep before the head hits the pillow, waking up too late rushing to school. Then the cycle starts all over again, unless it's weekend. Everything is pretty much pure routine. Sad huh?

So, these two last weeks has been very stressful as you might have gathered. On top of it all I had a lot of performances with the choir I joined. Last week we had Lucia performance, the church one went really good, but the performance we did in the morning at a company here in town... Well it was all crap. At the two performances in church a total of five girls sat down because they 'nearly' passed out. No wonder - with candles held high and near the face what did they expect? Damn fjortisar

Well anyway, after that (Lucia was wed 13th) I really got sick. I felt it coming Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday I didn't have the time to feel anything. Unfortunately the cold affected my vocal chord, so i've been really hoarse. First my throat was aching so I thought it was just a regular cold, but however when my aching subsided I was still left with a hoarse voice. Now with only a slight cough I am still hoarse and loses my voice at some points. No singing for me =(

Last but not least I want to tell you about what happens in 5 days time (28th). The Cambridge Guy a.k.a. Karl is coming over to celebrate New Year and my birthday with me and my family. I am so looking forward to it =). We are gonna have soo much fun. Going for town, ice-skating, Turning torso, Öresundsbron, City tunneln, possibly Köpenhamn och ströget, even Höllviken, and much more. Feel free to give me suggestions what a person from abroad might appreciate.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

ps. Right btw I promise to make this blog a whole lot nicer and post more pictures in my blog. Possibly a Nyårslöfte

Ciao!

This is creepy

Today (read wednesday) didn't start off well. Woke up to one of those days when you just want to commit suicide, hate life and etc. Starting to get sick, getting a cold. that kind of sucks since I need to be well by wednesday for the three performances in the choir i joined a couple of months ago.

Seriously, some months ago there were some special bonding between me and Thursdays. Most of my posts were posted on a Thursday. But now however that strange relationship has ceased and instead there is a relationship going on between me and Tuesdays.
Now, however I will break this relationship by posting on a Monday(!). Just for the fun of it.

Damn glädjedödare! - Noooooooooo it is past 12.00, it is fucking Tuesday.


Fuck - well well I'll probably be back today. As Patricia correctly noted, I haven't updated my blog very often lately.

Just don't really think it would matter. Didn't thought that anyone read my posts.

My 25th post!

Celebration! Seriously, there has been something wrong with me today. I have been weird.. er.. today. Was teasing like a maniac with Sanna, but I guess she managed without serious harm.

Stay tuned!

*singing* "Is this love, that I'm feeling..."

Despite the huge workload I am actually pretty happy... or actually very happy. Maybe.. or I am positively sure that it has to do with someone very special. Don't you think sweetie?

December 28th *happy sigh*

Time flies

Already November! It is Lucia in exactly a month. Soon it'll be christmas and I don't even know what to wish for christmas, snow? (nope definitely not!), money? (yea probably will).


Extremely stressful in school as you might have figured out by the extremly long list in the previous post. But I get through it, I hope. Soon the final hand in of Extended Essay. It will be nice to get rid of it, and this time we can write our candidate number. Identity free.


Then comes New Year. Karl, a.k.a 'Cambridge Guy', is coming over and will be staying over new year until 3rdish 4thish of January or something. Then it is my birthday! Still I don't know what to wish for.


Can you believe it? I am turning nineteen! Just one year left for me to actually be allowed to enter and buy stuff at Systembolaget.


Time flies when you are having fun. IB - fun - or NOT

Where is my life?

• Extended Essay
• ToK Essay
• Physics test
• Maths test
• Field trip reports (three more to go)
• The very old bio report
• Two new lab reports in bio
• One chemistry report
• short stories in Swedish to read and analyse (overkill!)
• Short story in english to read and probably write spark notes on as well
• Create a leaflet and present it in front of class (English)
• Soon get a new coursework to do in maths
• Read up on all the things I never understood in chem, bio, phy! (which is a lot due to concentration issues)
• Find my different papers from all the subjects, i.e. some sort of organisation amongst my piles of papers

And this was only school stuff

• A room which looks like WW2
• Cd's which is in total disorder (entropy :D, *hrrm* NeRD)
• Sleeping issues
• Choir
• Lucia at school
• IB Cabaret
• CAS

Where the hell is my life. It is just poof gone, but fortunately it will be back in May 16th when I've had my last exam.

This week has passed in a haze

The first two days were just awful. I was extremely nervous about the choir I was joining. Wednesday came I and bit my nails down, but afterwards it felt extremely good. I didn'y really had any problems managing the texts and melodies, I just have to practise.

Lab report

I'm sitting here, doing a lab report, one of the many I've got to do in Biology. However, that is not what is on my mind right now.

Whohoho

Now I'm here yet again, writing some made up stuff probably in some very not correct grammar sentences.


I think I've said it loads of times but nothing happens if I happen to repeat it a couple of times again. This blog was created with the illusion of writing like Carrie Bradshaw in Sex and the City not necessarily about sex and relationship, but just like she writes.


Anyway.. I'll just keep on fixing both my blog and my myspace profile and blog there

Still comment-less

Well, maybe people don't read my blog, or they couldn't care less to actuallt put down a comment about it.


For God's sake I only want to know if someone is reading what I write.

Me!

Apparently I have to upload a picture here to be able to add it to my profile :S . But this is not too bad. Is it?

I'd rather die!

All females who read this should in the future iron all, and I mean ALL your clothes before wearing them. I found a web page where they warn everyone to do that, otherwise one might get an breast infestation.


Czech this out: picture (I warn sensitive people)


Haha, this is only a myth. I found the picture first and almost threw up, but I started to read on the page where I found the picture and learned that the page is a place where they post urban legends. Actually breast infestation could happen but it is very rare and from what I understand they've only seen one case. Everything is on urban legends webpage


I will be cautious in the future, even if there is only one case in history. Yuck

Ich fühle viel Angst

Probably not the most correct german :D.


I am polishing my world literature essay, hmm but somehow I end up here anyway. I'm soon done then I will come back.


Anyway, it is useful to take breaks from the schoolwork once in a while (which I am now :P). But now I'm going back to fight against my teachers comments, or rather change it into what satisfy her :S
Aufwiedersehen!

Very lazy weekend

Haven't done nothing friday and saturday. Started writing my chemistry planning for a practical on kinetics. It is still not done. Haven't read my swedish homework, oh my God I just remembered, it is not for tomorrow. For tomorrow I only have physics, and for once I really should read the pages (physics homework is easily done), math, which was done friday and chemistry report, which I will finnish when I've taken a nice warm bath. It was ages ago I had the time to take a bath. (I don't mean that I don't wash myself, I take showers!)
...or... well I don't really have the time now either but I decided to take some time and simultaneously do my swedish reading, August Strindberg's Froken Julie (the o in Froken has two dots above it, a swedish letter!).


After the bath I will as I've written above continue with my chemistry planning, there's not much left and if I'm not done tonight I can always finnish it up tomorrow in school when I have a nearly two hour gap.


Hey people I would like to encourage you to comment. It is allowed =)

My precious

I just love this. I like blogging alot. The problem is just the time. It has become my escape, a place where I can formulate some of my thoughts (although it is not very well expressed). I have just changed the first sub heading in the (hmm let me see) left column of the page. Had a hard time deciding what to write at the two other ones, but I think I have decided on one. I do appreciate if someone can advise me to write something, beacuse I don't really hve any ideas for the third sub heading.


Today when I see the result on this blog made by me, I am overwhelmed with pride. Actually I'm stunned, I have managed to fix it, even some html typing.
It's my precious blog.


I think I might crawl into bed and maybe watch LoTR. (I am!)


My Preciousssss...

I've just changed my background

As you can probably see, I have changed my background. Still there is things I need to fix. When I'm here writing I can give you another one of my blogs if you want to check it out. It's on the my space website

Just have to add

I'm so proud... I'd written the post posted before this one and published it and all, but there where no new lines which I had been doing when writing it. I tried to republish lots of times until I finally gave up and tried the Html version.. and i manage.. haha I'm so proud

Day off

Study day tomorrow!

During my eleven years of school I have never used a study day for it's real purpose, however this will be the first day in my history that I will use to STUDY (gosh, shivers down my spine). I really need to.

I haven't done much on my World Lit which is due Tuesday, and I still have a chemistry lab report and five biology lab reports plus I have both a math test and a biology test this week. Not to forget about the ToK project as well, all the material should be done in week 41 when the presentations start. But the teacher told our group that she would try to put us last due to my fellow group member's illness (yes, thank God).

Today there was a party at our house. A birthday party, my siblings (twins) turned 9. We ate chicken and those potato crochets (balls) with mushrooms and some red wine sauce. Drinking some "sparkling" (svenska= mousserande)wine, which my parents bought 6 bottles for 50 DKK in Denmark, it was really good actually. Probably the best wine I've ever tasted, it even beats Liebfraumilch. I still can't believe that they are already nine. Time has been running so fast. It feels like it was yesterday I saw them lying there in dolls clothes my grandma made for me and my sisters dolls, and the clothes where even too big for their tiny bodies. I guess that the worst thing about this birthday party (sounds like it was a party from hell, but that's not what I mean) was that my sisters boyfriend was here.

They're so sweet together and what makes it bad is the fact that I envy them. But she deserves it. Besides he is a great guy, and so sweet to her.

Well I guess that's all for now. Take care, now I'm gonna go and dig in my pile of work to do. Almost done with the chemistry report.

Whooa...

The number of posts is slowly rising

Maybe they will continue to rise also... oh i'm sure that they will. It's school tomorrow and i couldn't be happier, or NOT.

Well you gotta do what you gotta do.

Unfortunately I'm back in sweden

Well! This is what I've left wednesday morning. We had about 40-45 degrees celsius every day

Met lots of new people, had a great time on the evenings, did a lot of shopping, ate good food and paella of course.

During the days we were by the poolside and worked on our tans. At 4-4.30 we went upstairs and sat on the balcony with rum and coke or gin and tonic or beer or something like that, and got ready for the night.

Maybe a walk down to the centre, not a long walk about ten minutes. But it was downhill, and those curbs were really slippery, you rather walked on the road where the cars drove like maniacs.
Another option was to stay at the hotel were we had a wonderful dj and entertainer. He had the most amusing shows and activities you can imagine.

And the english people which are invading this hotel in august was as always very kind and generous. Me and my sister made friends with two blokes from cambridge. We said we'd keep contact. The youngest of them wanted us to visit them, and he definitely wanted to visit sweden. I hope he will.

The last thing I have to tell you abount is about a sleezy spanish guy I went out with. He kept licking my ears and my neck all the time and kept asking for a kiss. euuuw.

I will be back with more... I know you can't wait

OMG!

I am soo sick and tired of myself. Unfortunately, I can't keep these thoughts away from my head. I have been thinking of it almost all the time for a couple of weeks now, at least this whole month. Now I've noticed, or to be more precise my family have noticed, that I've become such a bitch. Soo tired. Peace out!

Looong time!

Sweet! Finally it's the end of term. No school for ten weeks. I handed in the last piece of work for this year today, and got my grade report. Then today at five something I got the feeling of emptiness, it felt terribly wrong not to have to do anything.

Gosh, I had so much to say, so much to lift from my heart but as always I write these blog posts last, when I'm already starting to get tired of hanging around the computer. Too bad, but I guess you'll find out what I wanted to say eventually.

What's the point, really?

Yiaiks... I have my swedish oral presentation tomorrow. Me don't likie.. Blärk(=urgh). This weekend has been.... ... eh hum interesting I guess. Well I don't have a lot of time left nowadays, because of the freakin' mini mocks. Who the hell scheduled the Ice-Hockey WC the same three weeks as the mini mocks? Or maybe I should blame the IB coordinator, hmm no he is after all God.

I have seriously given up hope in/on (whatever!) you =(

There is actually no point in hoping.

~*¤ This is written with a painful headache and dizziness ¤*~


You will get an explanation and maybe an answer (I am refering to the title!) some other day

Colourful, eh?

It is something with me and thursdays!

My 3 posts are posted on thursdays!! But of course, now I have to break the trend. Interesting! Well now I'm back in school, which actually is nice. When I have a break I get too much free time to spend on the things I usually can't do. However, I don't do half of the stuff I set up to do :S. Maybe I can get a bit more structured, with the mini mocks coming up. 3 weeks with a total of about 15 tests.

Lack of Words (Tiredness)

I guess I shouldn't write more today...
But I just had to tell ya all that I actually fixed my dear beloved blog.. duh (ME = smartass) you all can of course see that yourselves..
Wherever u can find it(don't really know where it's placed), my description lacks a word I kinda lost. Well see ya guys...

Promise

Guys, I'm so sorry!
When I created this blog I promised myself that I would make it perfect, but in the shape my precious blog is in at this moment is far from perfect. I don't even know if I can change my background and everything now, when the blog is created. Should check it out. Before next time maybe...

Creation Complete

Finally!

Now I have created a blog! Don't have the strength to write much more today. But I can ensure you that I will write as often as I can. Enjoy...